Aghh, I am ready to throw in the towel in a lot of ways. Frustrations galore in life right now. Why me? I just want to be basic and normal. Why do I care? What must it be like to be really apathetic? To not know and not care?
In just a few days my daily grind will change. Unfortunately I don?t know what those days will be filled with yet. That in itself is pretty unsettling. I want to trust in God to take care of us, but this vulnerability is unbearable.
Just hang in there for 1.5 days and then what? Hold my breath?
I?ll just get to grading these last tests so I can get the senior?s grades ready for tomorrow (Thursday) noon.